Surprise surprise. Ivan is blogging even without told by anyone else. Strange? Maybe. Today is a bad day, at least for me. I got back my end-of-year exam paper for Chinese language and literature. Guess what. I failed. Hmmm by how much you would ask. Mmm let’s just say It’s not close to a pass. Mmmm overall with the mid-year exam + all the assignments and tests and the end-of-year exam…38.5/100? [45/100 is a pass] Lack of 6.5 marks? Looking at my paper just makes me have mixed feelings. Sad? Because I didn’t manage to pass. Worried? Because I have one less H2 subject to help me promote. [2 H2 and 2 H1 subjects is needed] Which means I only have Economics and geography now for H2. GP is not of high hope. Maths should be able to make it. H1 chinese, I’m not sure if I can use it because I’m taking H2 chinese. [Chinese language and literature] Now the only thing on my mind is whether or not I can promote. All I can feel when I see my result is just…worried. Panic. Scared. Sad. It just somehow feels like the end of the world is coming, you just don’t have any mood to do anything, all I wish for now is just to get promoted and nothing else. I’m so scared now. I feel so tired or drained. Everything is just stuck inside me, like stuck in a bottle. I can’t seem to let it out, I can’t cry or anything, I’m so confused about how I’m feeling now maybe I don’t even feel anything now. I don’t want to sleep and I can’t sleep but I just feel so tired…
** the call of NATURE **
But maybe only for now because I'm very free now!
F-R-E-E! FREE! Wahaha =D
So I have the time to come and post something if not the school work would make me so busy that I'll be too lazy to post anything =P
Ok firstly for my part, life is great, the end. Hahaha =D
No lah..Still got more.
I'll be going to Malaysia with my school in around November. (=
Mmmm nothing to talk about leh..
Hmm I want to buy a lot of stuff but no money to buy.
I want to apply for my Debit cards!
POSB & UOB! Woohoo~ Nice! Hahaha =D
I sign I sign I sign sign sign!
There's a lot of things I want to buy...
Mmm like formal wear [long-sleeves shirt, belt, tie, pants, formal blazer, shoes, fossil watch, non-degree glasses, sunglasses/shades & cologne]
and then there is casual wear [short sleeves shirt, big buckle belt, bermudas, havainas]
and then there is still a pair of studs for rugby & maybe another pair of sneakers or basketball shoes
and oh yes! my handphone [not because I want to get one but this time is because it really is sot sot already plus the optic lens of the camera is spoilt(there is a hole or crack in the optic lens) so I'm going to get a new one].
Sigh. My money~ =\
I should go work some day during my holiday to earn extra income for all these stuff. (=
But I don't mind if money were to drop from the sky in fact it would be greatly appreciated. Ahahaha =D
Ok I think thats about it already.
There are still some secrets that other people don't know
BUT I'm not telling. Hahaha =D Don't think anyone want to know also. (=
Ok see ya next time, till then.
Bye Bye! If you ever visit this blog please tag so that I know you're here. (=
** the call of NATURE **
If someone you love breaks your heart, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it.
The saddest love is to love someone, to know that they still want you, but the circumstances don't let you have them.
i cant drop tears.
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so severe that no one ever forgets.
it may nt seem bad to lose something,
it may nt seem good to win something,
according to how you define life.
it's always fun until u lose something u won.
but i trust everythings fated.
believe and take it.
trying to move on,
but it never seems easy.
the purpose of making things better isnt there anymore.
let them vanish.
no matter how he's been treated,
everything chg,
but his heart never do,
for how long no one can assure that.
** the call of NATURE **
看到她就能让你忘记苦恼 ，
她的微笑足以让你抹掉所有的忧伤与不快乐？
或者，爱一个人的滋味就是要让她开心，幸福？
我想每个人都有自己心属的答案。
我只在乎能不能天天让她快乐，
即使她爱的人不是我。
有时想想：你为她做了那么多事，她是否明白，知道。
她会不会因为你帮了她那么多，感动不已，爱上你。
哈。。那有多笨。
帮她不是为了要得到任何东西，而是因为你真地爱上了她。
爱上了人，自然怕失去。
男人的噩梦就是看着心爱的人，背对着你，慢慢离去。
朋友说得对，努力得来的爱情才值得你珍惜。
不许九牛二虎之力就得到你想要的东西，你会把握，真心爱待吗？
爱一个人是否真的有理由，有原因？
nu 人最爱问男人，但男人的答案几时会让她们满意呢。
但我相信一定有理由的。
她所谓你做的一切，可能让你慢慢地坠入爱河，你也不知。
男人最讨厌她们在自己面前说别的男人的好，甚至提起他们。
但往往，男人为了小事化无，安静以笑带过，甚至不吭声，希望转移话题。
其实那以证明你有多爱她，多怕失去她。
但你要知道，异性的想法未必是这样。
她们可能以为你不在乎她们，不再爱她们了。
所以在你做任何时之前，深思。
** the call of NATURE **
alright ytr went to gym wif ice..
indeed it was my first trip dere so was kind of excited!
but after tt i regret just like how much glock did..haha..
but it was kind of fun,training a good figure is my no.1 choice!
we decided to haf a callenge ytr night online--5km challenge on tt machine..
but we simply cant do it!
haha.
2.4km alrdy wan my life!
im so tired after tt..
we trained all the muscles la.
so today i woke up whole bodyache lo-.-
** the call of NATURE **
anyone interested?
10am at vista park!
** the call of NATURE **